One of my heroes as a kid was Evil Knievel. He was well known for his incredible gravity
defying stunts on a motorcycle. I
remember watching his stunts over and over again. Evil made it seem so easy, virtually
effortless. The more I watched the more
convinced I became that I could do things just like he did. I'm just saying, that dude had a lot of confidence.
One winter while living in Naperville Illinois, I decided I
was going to perform my own stunt.
First, I built a wall of snow right on the edge of a snow bank that
dropped off on to our sidewalk. Then I
built a ramp out of snow about five to six feet away from the snow wall. For the stunt, I was going to ride my bike at
a high enough speed to launch myself into the air off of the ramp, bust through
the snow wall, and then land upright on the sidewalk.
After the setup was complete, I got my bike. I took it to the top of the hill by our house
and envisioned my stunt. I saw myself
riding mock speed onto the ramp, launching myself in a gravity defying flight,
blowing the wall into a million pieces, then landing upright with my bike onto
the sidewalk on the other side. I had
seen Evil Knievel so many times repeat stunt after stunt without any
hitch. I had replayed my stunt over and
over inside my head so many times without a hitch, I was beyond confident. I knew that I knew I was going to
succeed.
In my undeniable confidence, I headed towards the ramp. The wind was blowing, cameras were rolling,
crowds were cheering, and the girls were all on the other side waiting to kiss
the new hero on the block. Well maybe
not, but the wind was blowing. As soon
as I hit the end of the ramp it collapsed and my bike flipped forward throwing
me head first into the now Ice glazed wall.
You see I made the wall first and it sat long enough that it had turned
to ice. On impact, I remember hearing a
crack, crunch, and then a cry. The crack
was my head hitting the wall, the crunch was my neck being compressed from the impact
and the cry… well it was me. In spite of
all my confidence I failed miserably and painfully.
Sometimes we can make total fools of our selves because of
our self centered confidence. Or maybe it should be called arrogance. When we
put only self at the center of our confidence, all we have really done is set
ourselves up for eventual failure. Sure
self confidence can be a good thing, but it can never ensure the certainty of
success. That kind of assurance has to come from something greater than ourselves.
How many of us can control our future? Who of us can control
our surroundings? How many of us can control the unforeseeable and unpredictable? None of us
can.
If you could have a certain
confidence that would undoubtedly not fail, would you want it? Of course you
would. Well guess what, there is a
confidence that you can have. It is confidence
in knowing that God has a plan for you and He will be faithful to complete
it. Also know this; His plans are not to
harm you, but to prosper you and give you hope and a future.
This is a photo I took a few years ago. It is from a ministry event. The group was called Real Encounter |
Philippians 1:6
being confident of this, that
he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion
until the day of Christ Jesus.
Jeremiah 29:11
For
I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,
"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give
you hope and a future.
May my life be the proof and evidence of His love!
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