Saturday, November 24, 2012

Surrender and Suffer or Fight?



     There are things that just seem to place a sense of urgency in your life.  These things are usually out of your control.  Tragedies, natural disasters, accidents, illness, disease and such.  When life altering life changing things happen, your perspective on life changes rapidly.  All of the sudden there is a sense of urgency, a desire to move and act quickly.  Huntington's disease was one of those things for our family. 

     It seemed like we were just trotting along in life and smelling the roses, when all of the sudden "BAM!" "Your family has Huntington's disease."  Now what are you going to do.  Your trotting has now become a trap and your roses are now all rotten.  No more rose colored glasses for you guys.  This is not just a season or an event that will pass it is now the rest of  your life. 

     Sure, there is a sense of urgency and a desire to scramble and act fast.  But wait; there is absolutely nothing you can do about it.  That is what most people think.  It is those things when nothing can be done that you actually have two choices you can make.  One choice is to surrender, suffer and let it takes its course.  The other is to fight like there is no tomorrow.  You cannot fight to defeat what ails you, but you can fight to make a difference and make things right in your life. 

     We chose to fight.  We gave our lives to Christ and in doing so; we were called to fulfill the great commission.  Reach the world for Christ that is what we are supposed to do.  It starts in your own life and spreads from there. 

     In the spring of 2007, an opportunity came up for a mission trip to Satu Mare, Romania.  My immediate reaction was this: "We can't afford it, there is no possible way."  Carri's initial reaction was, "I am going."  I was the doubter and Carri was the believer. 

     While we were out jogging one morning, Carri abruptly stopped and said, "If money had nothing to do with this mission trip, would you go?"  "Of course I would go."  "Who do you feel should go?"  "You, me and Mackenzie, without a doubt."  "Then what is the problem?"  "I'll pray about it." "While you are praying about it, I'm going to sign us up." 

     May of 2007, Carri, Kenzie and I went on our first foreign mission trip to Romania.  The cost was nearly $6,000.  The out of pocket expense for us never amounted to more than a couple hundred dollars.   God said go, we said yes, and He provided the means. 

Kenzie's Proof of Life in Amsterdam


Literally a Yellow Brick Road in Satu Mare, Romania



    When God says go somewhere, do not doubt Him.  Why would He tell you to go if He really did not want you there to begin with? 

Proverbs 3:5 
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;

May my life be the proof and evidence of His love!

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